Frostwing-Roseclan

The sea salt is choking my lungs And the water is burning my eyes It's like I've washed up On the sad shore of love Your name still on my tongue The rolling waves pushed Me closer to land But farther from you I struggle to breath, I'm drowning But maybe I don't want to live Why save me, If I'm only gonna take my life anyway?

She was his green-eyed galaxy girl He was her whole world With her stardust eyes and ivory skin It's hard to imagine what went wrong within She hid the scars and crystal meth When he asked why she seemed so weak She replied "It's from lack of sleep " He began to see her less and less And when he did she was fading Pale face and sunken eyes He tried his hardest not to cry When he found that little plastic baggie But he did cry with shaky sobs When he found her on the floor And held her in his arms The ambulance arrived far to late This is not a fairy tale There are no happy endings She did not awake despite his warm embrace From that d

The wind is the earths messenger Who whispers in hushed tones Promising new life Each coming spring The cherry trees are stubborn Warriors in a delicate disguise They keep their blooms Through each late winter storm The red breasted robins Follow the melting snow Their feathers are bright splashes Against the pale snow

It was winter when you left me And winter it will always stay I don't know how I didn't see The way you molded me like clay I used to love the falling snowflakes And the colorful twinkling lights Now they just remind me of my mistakes And all of our arguments and fights Now the lights can't pierce my heart And the carols fall on deaf ears Your betrayal nearly apart I still can't handle it after all these years I'm not afraid of frostbite And I don't worry about black ice Memories of our last kiss by the twilight Cloud my thoughts on this dark winter night I don't know how I fell for your tricks And empty promises, filled with lies Now

I look in the mirror, filled with disappointment I don't see the beauty that others describe Instead I find tear stained cheeks and watery eyes My hair looks dank and dull, my skin pale and pasty Next I inspect my wrists, covered in 'tally marks' So many scars, to many to count I look at my bruised thighs, blooming with purple 'flowers' I search the mirror, checking for lies Yet I know it's true, I have none of the beauty they describe

The twinkling of broken glass is so innocent Like an apologetic chime For the pain to come My heart is like shattered glass And I always cut myself on the sharp edges On thing leads to another And soon I'm covered in scars I'm shattered and sharp to the touch And I'm attracted to broken things 'Cause they're similar to me

I will always love you Even if you're  just a memory You left an imprint on my soul And a scar on my heart Your memory haunts me Yet I can't let you go There's a reminder of you In every place I visit I'm in love with a memory That fills my dreams It's hard to move forward When I'm stuck in the past